Even when I try to ignore it , the past finds its way back.
Having doubts everyday, struggling with your emotions, and trying to smile is not easy as people think.
I myself have felt everything, and here I will share how I feel, Because sharing Joy makes it feel bigger, and sharing pain makes it lighter.
Hello Everyone,
I am Radhika. Not a writer, Not a therapist.
Just a Girl sharing her life, her feelings and everything she’s carried till now-hoping it might help someone feel less alone.
I am still trying to understand myself:
Why do I push people away before they get the chance to leave?
Why there’s a constant need of attention ?
Last, Why I am too afraid to live alone when in my life I have always been alone?
I know alot of you feel similar or maybe not, I don’t know if I am lonely because of my past, or if my past happened because I was always lonely.
Desperate need of people liking me before and hating me in the end have scared me to open up.
I wonder how many of us feel like this but never say it out loud.
This is just one part of m y story. I think i’ll keep writing until I understand myself better.